Posting

I hope to get back in the swing of things. :)

I was on youtube and one of the people I am subscribed to did a video on terrorism. of course he had a good point, he didn't take sides and he was stating how obvious America's soon to be ex-president has now put basically the world into a state of shity-ness.

Also in the fact that Bush took 9/11 as a war crime, and busted out the ammunitions and sent people to war. but, it wasn't an act of war, for it to be that it would have had to be two or more states in disagreement and stuff.

It put me into the sudden realization that America is probably in the top 5 most hated countries in the world. And I understand it. The only thing they know how to do is war/killing/guns/violence and eat to get fat. They created foods that now officially are on the most hazardous foods. 

Sunny D kills, McDonalds kills, the shit they make basically kills. Meaning People, Food, Guns. 

Let's put our minds and think about it America didn't exist. I'm willing to bet it would be two thirds of peace and crime and war rates would drop so low it would be like violence existed but to a small extent.

atm, I have a bit of hate for America and especially Bush.

people will defend saying it's ONLY bush's fault but really, go back in the past. and you find so much BS.

America's Worst Gun Laws.

America's Worst Food

America's Worst Crimes

America's Worst Serial Killers

America's Worst Epidemic

America's Worst Presidents.

ETC.

haha, rants.

Then I go into some forums and find American's saying the worst Country in the world is Israel, Iraq, Pakistan. It makes me laugh so much at how they think it's them that created everything.

Some people are so self-righteous.

BUT. America is still a good country but the people who represent and their decisions are fucked up to the core and I can imagine in the next century or something that war will let loose in America and it will end with spilled blood. And victory and joy for crazed countries. I know I sound like an idiot that doesn't know shit.

Big surprise, I AM an idiot who doesn't know shit. 

-DS

High School.

I haven't posted in forever. But I realize. How high school is so over rated. I feared the first day of school; getting lost, freshman fifteen, niner'd. all those and more. A week in; already it was boring, bland, and old. 

I know it's partially because my school is one of the most boring and unexciting but aside from that; it's the same thing every single day. And it's quite dumb to be honest. Everything is typically boring, nothing is superficial like preps; cheerleader; or whatever nonsense. There is gangster, normal and other. 

I go to such a ghetto school, it didn't cross my mind till I realized every corner I turned there was a gangster in sight. And that a fight was started second week of school and that fourth week of school some ass kid got arrested for having a gun. Bleh. School is boring. pain in the ass.

You don't need tips for how to survive the first year. Besides a couple things: Don't have those bags with the wheels. people will step on it and smash it 'accidently' 

Find friends fast enough.

don't mess with grade 12s unless you are one. And please, for gods sake please, get a life.

-DS.

No Title.

Hey guys. ^_^ I'm feeling very mellow at the moment. No, I'm not high.

Saturday is gone. I slept basically the whole day. 

I've been, lazy for the last while, I don't know why. I just...am. -_-

I don't have much that I want to say. Byee.

Picture is by me and my friend. <3

-DS.

Halloween.

So; my friend and I went trick or treating in my neighbourhood Got a shitload of candy. :)

It was fun.

because everyone stared going; aren't you a LITTLE too old to trick or treat ad we were like FUCK NOOOO.

Anywa. Byee

Baahaa.

Hey guys. Yes, I'm here. :)

I feel like reassuring what little people read my shit.

Uhm. 

I took a nap.

=]

So lately, I've been feeling ohsooff. xP

I don't like it.

I don't have much to say.

I just want to update you guysssz.

Ily.

TTYL

-DS

=]

Baha, I know I haven't posted much lately, but it's been like, a busy-ish week, and when I had time I just wasn't in the mood to post any damned thing. You know that feeling rightt? but now, I decided to post cause Amy did. xD

What did I do this week?

Mr.W postponed the race to, Monday, tomorrow. I'm going to fuck up so badly. What else...

I went to FearFest friday night, got to my friends house by around 1 or 12 am, can't remember. We watched the Mist. I fell asleep, I was so dead. 

We chilled and decorated her house. 

That night she came to my house and we camped in the an extra extra room/living room with no TV. Baahaa. We watched; on the other side, TV room: Wanted, Death Race, The Strangers & Pineapple Express and a bit og the Love Guru, until about 2am. Then today we went to Party Packagers and looks at some shitt, the store was FILLED. And then we went to Claire's, I got me a nicee keychain thinger for my phone and some earrings.  Then we chilled at home, did a vlog for youtube, haven't put it up yet. 

It started hailing, chunks of ice. Got some footage of that too.

She left about an hour ago. AND yeah. =D

I don't really know what you guys would like to hear but I'll fill you in with something mroe substantial later. Byee.

-DS

16 reasons why I hate the Jonas Brothers

16 reasons why I hate the Jonas Brothers:

1.) They're ugly. the ugliest people I've ever seen.
2.) They cant sing! I feel like I'm the only one to realize that.
3.) They try to sing like a "rockstar" should sing! Its dumb, cuz they are not rockstars
4.) Nick has a flesh eating monster on his head that he named HAIR.
5.) Joe thinks he's funny but he's not.
6.) Kevin is so ugly don't even get me started.
7.) Who's last name is JONAS? I mean seriously!
8.) They brain wash millions of girls, and they don't even realize that the Jonas Brothers cant sing.
9.) They are liars! They HAVE NOT been to the year 3000. 
10.) they are so stupid!! They know nothing zip, 0, zilch.
11.) It shouldn't be that hard to realize WHEN YOU CANT PULL OFF THE SKINNY JEANS LOOK!!!!
12.) Their 2 greatest hits are nothing but cheap copies from another boyband.
13.) One year from now they will be forgotten and replaced by another stupid little boyband.
14.) They are the most overrated popband ever
15.) Their guitarr riffs are sadly cliche and basic. nothing but basic chords and the same beat played over and over and over again....
16.)They are supposed to be MUSICIANS! So they should concentrate on music! Not looking like gay fags with tragically low testosterone levels...AND trying to get crushed on by millions of girls. 

Silverlining.

So. Amy and her dad migh tnot be able to come due to the fact of tickets BACK to their home would be so fucking much. Total being like. 3.2k for two people there and back within a four day span. Bullshit. Economy prices and stock prices are bullshit right now. I was just hoping it wouldn't effect us too much. But it did.

Silverlining.

New fucking plan. Is. Amy's dad goes alone. BUT. They keep ssaving up money for Amy to come later on. When they have enough money. My family picks her up from the airport. She stays here for as long as her family plans her to stay, then we drop her off at the airport. For her birthday. Withing those days she's here, we do the fucking list but with extra extra-ness. 

Great ass idea. i know. I am sooo smart.

Onto the next topic...

Jennifer found out what hot man's name is. Jay. not so hot. but as long as he's hot. I'll take itt.

Next topic.

I didn't go to school today.

Yesterday was Canadian  Thanksgiving. And my friends and I stuffed ourselves to the limit. =]

Anyways.

Yeah

ttyl.

-Jabine.

Photos by me.

Back In The Groove.

So what happened within the last like five-ish days? I'm glad you asked.

Barely anything happened. Surprising eh? 

Well actually. I had a little over two hour conversation with Amy. ^_^ That was fun. 

Uhm...Went to my gay classes and had a french test that was four pages long and the pages were abnormally long so you COULD say about six pages. I finished in time with ten-fifteen minutes to spare. I would have gotten out my phone or MP3 or something. But nahhh. I just talked to my friends the whole time waiting for the people to finish. =]

What else...

OH!

My friend Jennifer and I had a like, from 6pm-12am conversation and the last two were about trying to find out this hot guys name. One of her brothers' friends. Buut for the whole time we called him "hot man" she told me everything that happened. And shit. I swear I would have thought he was playfully flirting with her or just being cruelly, sarcastically, funny. Either or.  

But yeah. I haven't had much to do lately. Long weekend for Canadians. THANKSGIVING. Going to Jennifer's Thanksgiving Party of course hoping that hot man could drop by. =]

Though he said he had to have Thanksgiving with his family. BUT Jen's brother's friends are coming over, some of them so we can hope that at least ONE is hot. Haha. if not, I'll probably to do something crazy just to catch the non-hot brothers friends for fun. HAHA. 

Well. Yeah. As you can tell I'm in a hppy girl-ish mood. O_O Heheh. Well. I'll fill you in later. 

-DS

-Picture collage-ing by me, first two photos on left by me. ^_^

COUNTDOWN!

Hey betches. I'm back after a couple days, sorry, no posty posty. Haha. not like anyone read them anyways but yeah.

BACK TO TEH COUNTDOWN:

-cough- 12 DAYS!

COUNTING..

15DAYS

YAY

count

16 DAYS

Teh LIST;

Having a Countdown, we also have a fucking list!

HERE IS WHAT WE INTEND ON DOING WHILE AMY IS HERE:

THIS IS THE:

FUCKING AWESOME LIST.

1. - Try to do everything on this list being made now, all in one day, because we're awesome like that. ;)
2. - Go to all the old hangouts.
3. - Make a fucking random and funny and stupid video that gets posted on YouTube, and isn't alowwed to be removed. AHAHAH.
4. - Highlight our hair with some totally random off looking colour. Because we're fucking cool like that.
5. - Though we do this easily just by living on earth, make a fool of ourselves in front of at least one person. ^_^
6. - Find some totally random place in the house to camp out in the whole time. :]
7. - Ding Dong Ditch...Bitch. AKA, Brianna.
8. - Take a bazillion pictures on different angles and whatnot.
9. - Go tell the people living in Amy's house to A - Fuck off. B - DingDongDitch C - Ghosts are haunting them
10. - Run around like freaks, and when people stare, give them the finger.
11. - BUY SHIT. =D MATCHING SHIT.
12. - Listen to music until our eardrums fall out.
13. Go to...Stores, And take pictures. In front of people. Like lunatics. Posing and all that jazz. xD, like 2 'scene' kids posing for a MySpace picture. XD
14. Quack like a duck at every stranger that looks at you funny.
15. - Go to a photobooth and take the best pictures ever. I mean, like EVER.
16. - Dress up in a mismatching outfit and go get Slushies from Mac's
17. - Buy Happy Meals at McD's =]
18. -After taking a bazillion photos, make a hugeass poster with every single one of them on it.
19. - BLOG EVERYTHING WE DO.
20. - Somehow try to fall asleep, THEN DO IT ALL AGAIN THE NEXT DAY! XD

S-s-s-s-sunday!!??! ALREADY.

So it's Sunday, already. Dammit.

I did nothing. N-O-T-H-I-N-G.

Oh well. Aside form that...I had an online fight with an ex-buddy of mine. We were fighting about the fact she treats one of our friends like sh*t. Haha. It was true. And the thing is she is LITERALLY dillusional at seeing it. So I talk to the friend we were fighting about today. I copy and paste basically everything that was said so the other girl can't tell her that I'm the bad guy in this. How could I be? And like, half the things the girl said were lies.

So the thing is the girl we're fighting about is both of our best friends. IN the girls book, me and her are only good friends, whatever she can't say what we are. So basically I got all the facts straight.

AHAH.

Anyways...something happier...

Countdown...

17 DAYS!

YAY. RIGHT?

Yeah, just a bit more blogging done today. HEHEHE.

-DS

One, Sometimes, Typical Saturday.

So, it's finally Saturday after a long-ish week. Classes bored me to death. Tests were like breathing, natural and easy, most of the time. Ha. So a week of working finally gets me time to be free.

So what did I do this Saturday?

Nothing. Great. I wasted my day like I had a week of freedom and I could just waste this one away. Hmm. Smart right?

It's typical of me. So I think.

There are about three typical Saturdays that could possibly happen.

UNO - I chill and sleep all day wasting my time, aka, today.

DOS - I got out with friends or spend time at someones house. Or sleepovers at my house. 

TRES - I go out to Window shopping alone. -_- HAHA. Which doesn't happen every too often. 

And I know I probably spelt those wrong but I'm not spanish like my ex. So, STFU.

Anyways. A little more to know, heheh.

-DS

Haha, yeah, I know, the photo is odd. LOL. I'm in the blue. xD It's too old for words. NO NOT THE GUY, THE GIRL. =] LOL

18 DAYS.

COUNTDOWN.

From now until October 23rd. I shall be doing a countdown for the "reunion" of my friend and I. My friend, Amy haven't seen eachother since two years ago. And will finally be seeing eachother again. She'll be flying in from Nova Scotia. =D 

So. My countdown shall begin as of now. HEHEHE. =]

TTYL.

-DS

19 DAYS. =]

OMG.

I am so tired right now. I wanna sleep. But I have like, three pages of work to type out and a french essay to write up and do a good copy in class tomorrow. Doesn't sound like too much, but when it comes to someone like me, who can collapse into a deep sleep at any moment, it's a LOT. I'll keep procastinating to the point where I don't finish it and get a zero tomorrow. -_- And that'll suck. I'm not going to fool myself and say, "Yeah I'll do it in an hour or so." Cause it's a lie. So instead I say. "Maybe in like, four or five hours I'll maybe type a couple sentences. Prolly won't but, maybe."

Makes it only the slightest bit better. 

And you wonder why I do a blog instead of homework? It takes me time to answer, and actually work on that crap. This is all on my own. XD

Plus I think I'll pass out. LOL.

But really, I'll just tell my non-stop bugging friends online who like, literally won't give a minute for me to even answer that I have to go and then like, go to take a nap for like, four or five hours. Heheh. My plan is absolute. =]

Anyways, that's all I gotta say for now. G'Napping. =] LOLOL

-DS.Photos Bye me. =]

Sore as can be...-_-

Holy Geezusz. For the workout in the weights room today, it was, all on the abs. When we went through the stations and what you had to do, they looked sorta easy but we knew it wouldn't be entirely. When I got to the stations with my partner, we had to partner up, we started. And it was nothing easy. It was hella hard. I mean some workouts I could do, being I've done them plenty of times before. But some of them was hard. the rest of the day was tiring. When I got home I was so wiped out from the day, also being I had been up for 24 hours, more or less [don't ask], so I hit the bed like no tomorrow. Woke up a while later, and my whole body is sore. You know when you clench your stomach/abs? Yeah, doing that hurts. And I sneezed, and believe it or not, you clench when you sneeze, so it hurt. Plus my back is sore. My upper arms are sore too. I think the only thing that isn't sore are my legs. And tomorrow, we have the beep test and then more arm workouts. For those that don't know what the beep test is, it's when you start at one side of the gym, school gym of course so that big ass clear gym, and when the beep goes you have to run to ther other side before the next beep. You have to keep going at it like that until you can't anymore. The catch is, there is always a catch of course. The catch is, the beeps get faster as you go.  So it gets harder because everything gets faster. Afterwards, usually people are right about dead, they're huffin and puffing sitting on the ground, gulping down as much water as possible. They allow us to go back in for another round if you want, and they add to your score level. Last Thursday, I went back in at level 10 or 11, and it was going so fast and I was already hella tired so I could only go back and fourth about four times, and that doesn't count, you ahve to make a full level for it to be added to your score. 

So yeah, also, I do the beep test every Thursday. And we're doing workouts for the whole week, good thing the week is almost over. =D

Just an update, byee.

Photos bye me. =]

-DS.

^_^ So...

I have officially, messed up my sleeping habits. When I got home yesterday I fell asleep at like, 3-ish, and was asleep until 12-ish, only because I had been up for a good twenty four hours without sleep. Heheh...I am such a fool. Oh well.

It's going to be 4am in a bit and then I will officially have two hours before my usual wake up time would be. 

In other news, great start to the week, no work to be brought home to do. First semester is easier than last year. Shouldn't it be escalating? Whatever.

We had to go to the wight rooms instead of football, will be for the whole week, I don't have anything against working out it's just, I'm skinny enough. Not to brag, I mean I am unfit when it comes to physical activities, aka, sports; but not so much to the point where I suck. I was lifting weights with about five of my friends we all took around 10-15 pound weights, yeah, a little too much whatever, I was having no trouble, I took 12 pound weights, with my right hand but when it came to lifting up the weight with my left hand, I swear I became physically challenged, haha. I guess I have to work on my left arm, more so my upper body strength. Not the best I want it. 

Then again, we can't all be perfect and look how we want to be, it takes hard work and right now, I don't have time for that. I got classes to go to and work to finish, and soon a shitload of essays.

 I got an essay in french. It's due...Monday? Next Monday I think, teacher decided to push it up. 

The catch is, [there's always a catch] we have to do all the work in class! Bullshit. -_-

The idiots my friends can be sometimes were like "I can't do this! I hate working on shit in class...blah, blah, blah." And I was like "Guys, stfu. Just do the work at home, right?" they all nod and I continue "Then bring the copy to class and just re-copy it to look like you're doing work. Done with." And they were all like "Wow! Great idea, J." Sighs.

Anyways. It's all I have to say at almost 4am in the morning. 

-DS

Photos by me. =]

Already?

I guess blogging is something I enjoy because within the first day I have made four blogs, not including this one of course. Awesome. I bet I have more blogs than someone who started a year ago. Then again, when I sign up for something, I use it. 

I guess right now, I am in a better mood than how I was last night, not that it was bad but too much deep thinking can get you lost. 

Since my title is "Already?"...

My first part was about how I already have four posts.

BUT.

I have something else to add.

It's already Sunday, therefore, Monday tomorrow. Ugh. -_- I hate having to get up early, and I'm sure I'm not alone. Working all day. This sucks. As bad as I hate it. It's better than staying home and then having twice as much to do the next day. At least, I don't have essays yet, thank god my classes are easy right now, but next semester is going to be like Hell. I wish I could get some balance of hard and easy but no. That's what they don't want for me. It's like jogging through the park, easy but then next thing you know, a big ass hill I can't avoid. Darn it. 

Oh well, when you gotta deal, you gotta deal. 

I'll keep you updated, whoever there is to care. =]

-DS.

Again, the photos are by me, I like photography. ^_^

[.:Thoughts of The Night:.]

I'm bored out of my mind and I thought that maybe I could talk, but to who at 4am in the morning? Blog it. This thing is quite useful. I was just thinking about myself and my life...

People have always told me I have a loud personality with a really loud voice and an undeniable raidiance of blissful glee. Though to speak, I find it all deniable and a down right lie sometimes. I mean seriously. No one, no one, can be happy all the time, right?

I think that my loud personality is like my shell, my protection from the world that charges at me constantly with situations and troubles. I don't think I could ever be completely myself in front of people I don't love so much. People I love can see the real me though. But like a switch, if I see someone, a not so close friend, I add a little more hint of my bubbly sunshine. I'm not saying I have a personality disorder but I think a lot of people do it, their social profile doesn't always completely match their introvertive self. Their personal self. 

~~~***~~~

Only two or three days ago did I have a fight with friend. It was more so an issue of question, can this person ever treat me as equal as her other good friend? Or will she ditch me immediately, while I stood by her, when she gets her friend back? 

But I later learned through e-mails why she does the things she does, because, she opened up to me, she felt the relation and reason to explain. She told me that, in her world, she has to please everyone she loves and that she feels the need to fix things all the time. Because she can't imagine hurting someon she loves, she rather they hurt her than vice versa. I don't want to expose her personal things she wrote as much as I already have, but I understood why. But this situation wasn't her fault and she never had to fix it, she fixed things that didn't need fixing and I saw her reasoning behind why she could do something like she did. 

And it came to the point where I was telling her that if she had seen what I had gone through, her life would be a walk in the park. So she opened up to me, a snippet of her darkness. And she told me something she had never told anyone, and so for that I thanked her for trusting me.

I realized at that point, when she said she felt the need to tell me that, tha under some of my loud personality my memories leak into lives and let people relate to me. People have always told me they felt they could share with me and that there was something about me. And I would always say in my mind that it was because you can relate to my pain and you can feel like you belong with me. I can be related to anyone pain because, willingly, I listen. And for that people become thankful.

The key  to being a good speaker is to listen. I say it sometimes, and I realize as well that, I subconcsciously apply that to my life. But really, I don't need to be a good speaker, maybe story telling is better. =]

I don't have much more to say because I think I am actually a bit tired, tired enough to sleep. So I'll say good night and good early morning to everyone. =]

Thanks for listening. Hehe.

-DS

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Yes, the photos are by me. =]